Never End
There's a lot of feelings to take into consideration though. There's a lot of anxiety, and a large part of me that just wishes to avoid it all. It's a never ending cycle. I haven't properly rejected someone who asked me out yet. A friend I had growing up that grew distant and then became okay friends again. And I feel really bad for not doing so. But he hasn't been bothering me with it so I don't know. I don't want to hurt him by not giving him a proper reply. He has the guts to ask someone out and that's commendable but I don't feel revived being around him... I mean, I was talking to people yesterday and debating whether I should confess or not.... And I'm talking to someone again about it... And I got someone who says she'll throw him to Pluto if he hurts me. And my brother's like... he's not dating you without my approval too.... ask him to play league with me one day so I can reassure he's fine. The scary part