Core Pride
It's almost the end of summer, and I still feel stressed from an event I helped run over two months ago. As I am continuing to work with the event for the next year, there is still a stress phantom in my head haunting me. Because of it, I low-key am thinking of dropping the position because of how much I have in my head. It makes me feel lethargic, stressed, anxious, and just disappointed. I like being active and surrounded by people... as long as the attention isn't on me. However, at the event, I felt small, disappointed, unimportant, unconnected, and confused because I couldn't enjoy myself at the convention at all. Because of that, it makes me question whether I want to help run it. The event probably haunted me despite nothing major really happening probably because of how much effort I spent on it. The months before, I was slaving my ass off almost every other night to deal with the event. There were days where I would go to sleep at the crack of dawn and wake u